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On your mark..get set…oh wait I forgot something


And 4.5 hours into our drive I will need to fit two more suitcases along with two giggling young ladies into this already packed vehicle…..we’ll have to rearrange and play tetris or is it tetrus? with bags. Yes, there is a roll of toilet paper sitting there on the edge, you NEVER know when you are going to need toilet paper.

I am certain I have forgot to pack something even though I feel I over packed. I always pack light and regret it when I get there. This trip I did the opposite, I may regret it but oh well. Still don’t have a bathing suit or even shorts that I could wear on the beach for a day of play. So that might be the something I feel I am forgetting.

We won’t have internet access other than our phones while away so I will have to wait until we get home and settled to share photos and write about our adventures. Hopefully none of them include a lost child, puking child or hurt child.

Until next time……

What I miss about California and things I don’t!!!

Number ONE is of course our FAMILY! Though I do enjoy being on the outside looking in at all the drama, I can’t lie about that. I miss them more so for my kids. I grew up with relatives always over, it’s a great way to grow up. My kids don’t have that way out here in asshot Arizona. Our “family” that lived here moved away to Montana so now we really don’t have anything here that would keep me from moving if we could. No joke, I love many things about living here but there’s not enough here that makes me want to stay anymore. Well, being STUCK with our house is the one and only thing keeping me here….oh and Mr. Fun’s job, stupid details.

The weather…oh the weather. I miss the weather. I miss waking to that fog and coolness in the air. We only get that here for a few months a year. However, I don’t miss needing a jacket once the sun goes down. I do miss being able to go to the park in the summer.

I don’t miss the traffic. I like my 7 mile radius that I drive every day. Never getting on the freeway unless I want to. I don’t miss the 4 hours I had to spend on the road while living there. Though if we could ever move back, I wouldn’t have to do that because I wouldn’t be working 3 jobs and driving my kids to a school that was 30 minutes away from home.

I miss Round Table pizza and the beach. I know we didn’t go to the beach often when we lived there BUT the kids were little and they didn’t care for the sand and it was just all around more trouble than it was worth. Now the kids are older, able to do much more and wash their own feet off, change their clothes and even use the restroom all by themselves.

The selfish side of me misses knowing that I have a babysitter if something comes up or if J and I want to go out on a date just because. JJ is getting older and can babysit but I don’t really like her to. I want her to be a kid and be babysat still. I know, she’s going to be 13 in a month and I was babysitting at 9 but it wasn’t for my little brothers.

I miss sitting in the grass and my kids playing outside without their feet turning black and needing to go straight to the showers because I don’t want that black crap all over my house.
I miss sleeping with the windows cracked and waking to a house full a naturally cool air.
I miss not having to dust every single day.
I miss Submarina, yes, they are here but far away.
I miss Kaiser Health Insurance, I know many hate it but I had nothing but wonderful experiences with them.
I miss the outdoor malls. and desert ridge here doesn’t count because it doesn’t have stores i like.
I miss boardwalks.
I miss wearing jeans in the summer.
I miss outdoor concerts.
I miss dragging my mom shopping with me, she hates shopping.
I miss doing crafts with my mother in law.
I miss watching football with my step dad and his delicious food.
I miss my father in laws endless source of useless knowledge.
I miss sunsets on the beach.
I miss being able to head out the door at any time for some exercise.
I also wish my kids could play baseball in the spring and summer instead of fall and winter.

I didn’t miss any of these things for the first 3 years we lived here though. As my kids get older I start to miss California more and more.

So until we win the lottery or Mr. Fun gets a job in Cali that pays enough I will continue to miss California and enjoy my 7 mile radius bubble.
Maybe I should market myself in California, hahahahaha!!

Currently

I am …..

Watching my crazy 4 year old throw a stuffed airplane into the air making some sort of crashing sound effects.

Willing my headache to go away……thankful that I am not disabled by one of my attacks like yesterday.

Listening to the older boys giggle while brushing teeth. Can you giggle and brush at the same time?

Singing along with Kenny in my head so I don’t hurt the ears of my loved ones.

Wondering if I will get the cleaning done that needed to be done yesterday but didn’t because I couldn’t move without thinking I might puke with one wrong turn.

Wishing that we were leaving tomorrow and not Wednesday. But NOOOOO Mr. Fun won’t call in fake sick. Heck, he doesn’t even call in sick when he is sick.

Thinking I need to paint my toenails orange for the sake of the beach.

Planning our vacation in my head, not on paper.

Adding to my list of things to take, good thing we have a gas guzzling monster of a vehicle. we’ll need it.

Drinking water…

Realizing I haven’t had diet pepsi in days, so many days I have lost count. I don’t miss it either. Wasn’t done on purpose either and it is in the house. Just haven’t wanted it.

Hoping we have a safe uneventful drive to and from California.

Clearing all cards so I can take a TON of photos.

Packing yet more stuff into the already stuffed suitcases…don’t forget JJ’s chi and Lady GaGa CD (heaven help me, she’s becoming that teenager).

Adding things to my online cart that will never get purchased, even the boys crocs are in there though I totally guessed on the sizes.

Saddened by all the recent celebrity deaths…very sad.

Happy that I get to escape the 110 degree weather for a bit.

Excited at the thought of meeting Carol!!!

Missing summer concerts. Is it too much to ask that just ONE of my favorite artist come here and that we have a babysitter magically appear for the same night. Hey, it happened last year,(thanksjen) she came all way from Utah and babysat the children so we could attend a Tim concert!! That was my last concert, no wonder I am jones for one. This was us right before the concert…..

Thanks again Jen, we owe you one. She didn’t really come all the way from Utah to babysit, she came for a visit that happened to be the same week we had concert tickets.
I miss her, so here’s one of us :) We go WAY back to 1994.

Coming out of the closet…

I am addicted to Tori and Dean….yep…i have wasted my morning watching clips from the shows. It’s like I am a stalker. I once asked on twitter (still don’t fully understand it, the twitter thing that is) if you could photograph on celebrity and their family who would it be?
Here is my answer…… I would love to photograph this family. I think they would be so fun to work with. They would keep it real and they would appreciate the art I create for them. I know they would, I have seen their walls of their newest house that tell me so.
These two make me laugh, they make me smile. They have great friends even if they are lazy, can’t paint and stick their noses up at trailers. I want to be their friend and eat room service in bed, haha! THat would fun!!

I would LOVE to hear who you would love to photograph or just hang out with for the day if you could. Please share…don’t make me beg.

It’s Someone’s Birthday……

That would be my MOM!!! We hope you have a great day !!
Thank you for all you do for us!
We love you very much…cheers!

I would tell y’all how old she turns this year but I honestly don’t know. I thought she was 42 for years and years so I have lost track. My best bet is 57 or 58. G says she’s turning 57. Maybe JJ will comment and let us know.

Where I answer questions…

My treat is a tall (sometimes grande) nonfat,no whip white mocha. HOT! So really grande has twice as much but that isn’t even that bad. I have yet to hit starbucks since learning this news.

My hair…I used this

It would be Golden Blonde….did you know blond is the way firefox tells me to spell blonde….why is that?

This is what the results were….

not bad, huh? for $6.49 and owing your husband, I gotta say I am pleased.

To keep my site alive and happy I need $100…so booking one client would be all I need….

My favorite veggie is ALL of them. I am a veggie junkie.
My favorite fruit is an orange…blood orange to be exact.
My favorite color is orange..it’s just a happy bright color.
My favorite thing to wear is jeans with a tank and flip flops.
My favorite thing to cook is a salad…..i hate cooking.
My favorite artist varies with my mood. To name a few….Kenny Chesney, Gary Allan, Tim McGraw, Depeche Mode, The Smiths, NIN……
My favorite thing to do is take photos……this could be tied with processing them.
My favorite type of photos are the real non posed ones.

YES!!! we are going to Cali…carol!!! we will be there late Wednesday. We need to meet up. I think we are going to be about an hour north of you. So I need to email you and find out what day works for you and your crew.

Is it Friday?

Mr. Fun helped me highlight my hair, I think i really like it. It’s brighter and happier. Not dull and sad.

Is it the 1st yet? These boys are driving me crazy with the “i’m bored” *rolling eyes* then go find something to do already.
Yesterday I took them to hell on earth Chuck E. Cheeses. We were there for 2 whole long hours. Then we went to Old Navy to exchange swim trunks because I grabbed the wrong size. They were now $5 a pair!!! SCORE! I let them raid my wallet and get too many bouncy balls. They played hopscotch while I tried really hard to find a bathing suit that wasn’t made to fit a mannequin, SERIOUSLY!! Woman have hips and thighs and curves…do the designers of bathing suits forget this? I have birthed 4 children, I got hips!!
We then came home and walked to our neighbors where we played outside, played hide and go seek, ran through the sprinklers, played a board game, played hot potato and then played out in the street again.
Today they are bored…do I have to put on a circus every damn day to keep them happy? I refuse.
what happened to playing happily in ones room or a couple hours? I remember playing care bears for hours with my cousin. What have we done to our children with computers and video games and play dates? We have ruined them. It’s official RUINED!

My to do list is a mile long…..
Mass amounts of laundry…
Packing
Cleaning bathrooms…top to bottom…GAAH! I wish i had a cleaning crew that came every two weeks. If only?
Kitchen needs to be swept, mopped, scrubbed and wiped down top to bottom. Dishwasher, fridge, stove, sink…EVERYTHING must be touched until it shines. Again…where is that cleaning crew.
Need to charge camera batteries, clear cards, format cards, pack the large camera bag with everything a photographer on vacation could want. Hoping this vacation gets me out of my funk.
Set up yet another blogger blog just in case I lose this one *boohoo* I have one somewhere but I can’t find it. I should probably do that right now ….

so i am stopping here and sharing a photo of Megan Lilly…she’s my friends daughter that I had the pleasure of having a spur of the moment mini session with.

So if I do disappear from here, you can find me here
http://funfamily6.wordpress.com/

i went with wordpress because this blog is wordpress and i am hoping this will have a smaller learning curve for me.

A Vicious Battle…

My mind says quit…..just forget it. You can still do it as a hobby, that’s basically all you are doing right now anyways. My heart says NO! Keep striving. You have something that others will cherish and love for years.
I have these dreams but I am not sure how to go about making them come true. So I stew, how pathetic. I see all these wonderful photographers around me succeeding and I am happy for them, they deserve it. They rock the camera like nobody. BUT THEN….I see these so called photographers that, well how do i say this nicely? They SUCKS BALLS! They also have clients and are getting paid to take photos that I would send to the trash without blinking an eye. This is when frustration sets in…I get so discouraged. All I want to do is take photos. I have these ideas running through my mind day after day and no way to execute them. It is so frustrating. I see couples holding hands and my mind automatically sees them through a viewfinder and in my head you can hear click click click oh that was good click.
I took the kids to the park the other day and there was this CUTEST family. The dad was jumping over the little boy that could barely walk and his laughter could be heard from the other end of the park. You guessed it, there went my head again click click click oh he is so cute click!!!!!

My hosting fee for my website is due this month…i don’t have the money to re-host because I haven’t had any clients…boohoo…give me a violin, right? I am only saying this because this blog will also disappear along with my business site and blog. So if I disappear from here I, Mrs. Fun not M. Dawson Photography will reappear on blogger somewhere sometime.

In my heart I am hoping M. Dawson Photography wins….. In my mind I see Mrs. Fun back on blogger. Either way I’ll keep on riding…

It is Tuesday..Not Thursday.

I was going through old photos since I can’t seem to take a decent photo lately to save my life. I ran across this gem…….oh what a gem this is!! To catch the face at the exact time that I have said something that Mr. Fun doesn’t appreciate. I do have talent after all. 3 cheers for me! *RAH RAH RAH*

One thing I do miss when the heat hits and it’s too hot to even think about playing outside before 7PM is the ability to say “hey, lets go to the park”. Parks at night either creep me out or make me want to make out. It’s the truth, I swear. So we hang on our street and I can’t take photos of the kids playing. I get into a funk EVERY summer. So I am going to have to rely on old photos to share for now. Like this one of my not so daredevil son..he only looks high. I am on my back in the sand with other parents looking at me like I am a nuts.

Watching Crossroads With Taylor Swift and Def Leppard WOW!! I think I need this downloaded on my ipod, The whole concert!! I mean really, Def Leppard LIKES Taylor Swift’s music enough to do a concert with her? That is totally rockin my socks off!!

OH I went to Old Navy today and bought the boys matching swim trunks and rash guards……it was a MUST, I have to have them dressed the same. Some think it’s a little weird or even stupid. That is fine, let them think that. When one boy goes missing I can look at the other two and know exactly what I am looking for. I can pick my three boys out of crowd in SECONDS because I am not struggling to remember what color their shirt was. I already know because the missing boy is wearing EXACTLY what his brothers are wearing. When I lose one of them, even for a second my mind starts racing and I start to panic….losing all memory of anything….I am focused on the faces in the crowd. Dressing my boys alike gives me that extra edge to find them in seconds. When we lost Wy at Legoland …. before I started to run up that hill, tears stinging my eyes, I quickly glanced at G and I knew the exact description of my missing child. Had they not had the same shirt on, not so sure I would of remembered what Wy was wearing.

Here’s the thing….

If you live on a street like mine you can’t hide out in your house. Every time you do you miss something!! First it was the moving of the toilet and then last night it was the chic fight. Mace was sprayed and charges are being pressed. Awwwe, to be young and stupid again….i guess owning a house at the age of 23 doesn’t make you mature. Really owning a house doesn’t make anyone mature but you get what I am saying. I heard that Jessica pretty much won, that makes me happy. She is the one I like out of all the roommates in that house. I was hoping Bonnie was involved but she was hiding in the house. I guess I expected that of someone who runs when you come at her with a bat. Would I have hit her…hell no, that’s not my style. I just wanted her to take me seriously. Now it leaves me wondering who will take Jessica’s place for she moved out yesterday, the chick came at her as she was leaving for the last time. If I get another no good speeder on this street I am going lose it. I can only teach so many how to drive in a neighborhood full of happy children that run wild, as kids should do.
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So I was curious to know how many calories and fat my starbucks treat actually have
Calories 60
Fat Calories 15
Total Fat (g) 1.5
Saturated Fat (g) 1
Trans Fat (g) 0
Cholesterol (mg) 0
Sodium (mg) 30
Total Carbohydrates (g) 11
Fiber (g) 0
Sugars (g) 11
Protein (g) 1
Vitamin A 0%
Vitamin C 0%
Calcium 4%
Iron 0%
Caffeine (mg) 0

That is for the syrup that they use…i order it with nonfat milk,no whip cream…so my treat isn’t all that bad for me after all. So the next time I go I will go without guilt!!! I really wish I liked green tea….if you do drink green tea, do you sweeten it? what do you sweeten it with? I really want to like and green tea.

and i know i am lacking on photos…i will get some up soon….i have been in a photo funk. Haven’t taken a photo in DAYS!

AJAXed with AWP